So.. it's me.. I haven't posted in a while. I'm sorry about that but life got crazy like I was in a good place with my boyfriend but then suddenly not in a good place and now we're no longer together. Two days after our eighth month anniversary, so basically I've been sitting here thinking and I just have no motivation anymore. I can honestly say that I wished I was dead more in these past 10 days then I have in 8 months. Mostly I just want to be hit head on with a semi so it won't take long. But I also know that my family needs me but that's all that's holding me together.
On the other hand I've started my senior year of high school so that's kind of fun but annoying because I have no one to vent to or just talk to someone and have them tell me everything is going to be okay. This is it for now but I wanted to give an update on how i was and stuff. I'm sorry this was kind of sad. Bye for now
