So, I've told you what works for me most of the tomr. All I can say now is you just have to wait for things to get better. One thing i always looked forward to is getting my license which I have now so the next thing I'm looking forward to is graduating high school. It's not something huge I look forward to its just that I'm graduating soon and that's a huge milestone for me.
When looking forward to something it doesn't have to be a huge thing it could be finishing a book or start writing a book(go big or go home right?) when doing something you want to finish it. When I was 12 I wanted to finish killing myself because of what was happening in my life but I'm past that now because I wanted to be happy and I couldn't leave the people I loved. I still have those thoughts but I can deal with them better now that I want to stay around the people I love.
One goal for me during the week is write three knew blog updates and this week I accomplished that goal. Maybe some weeks there will be more than three I don't know yet. But it's something I want to do because I can help those who need help when they read my blog. Otherwise I'd be just needing another outlet for myself but I really don't have the time to find one. Im a junior in high school I have a social life, a job and I help my mom a lot and I have an amazing boyfriend who puts up with me and doesn't care if I'm mean because I'm having a bad day he still helps me out and I really love that he does.
I just want everyone to be okay and it had to start with me because if I'm not okay then there's no way I can help others. Have your littke goals because once you realize you can get those done no proble!m you can get bigger and better goals. But you have to start with you before others
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